I always try to remind myself that at any minute of the day I can drop dead and die. At any minute. That seems very extreme and so morbid but to me that’s comforting, okay not comforting but it’s not scary.

While people often use this as a way to motivate them to follow their goals and dreams. I use it as a way to assure myself that I am doing fine and that nothing really matters anyway. In the grand scheme of things, nothing really does. This makes my life so much easier and it lessens my anxiety like nobody’s business.

This is my life :

Something that I also like to remind myself is that, this is my life and how I choose to live is nobody’s business. If I want to be a writer then who can tell me that I can’t. I can be anything and I can do anything I want with my life. My life is my task.

People can give their opinions and advice but at the end of the die… Oops I mean day. I’m the one that has full power over my life and I tend to forget that. I can make my own choices. I don’t have to follow the path laid before me for my life. That is pretty scary but much more empowering.

“I’m the one that’s got to die when it’s time for me to die, so let me live my life however I want”

This easily became my favourite quote, when I first read it it just felt right. At the end of the die, I will be the only person with me on my deathbed. I will have the regrets of living a fake life, wasting opportunities, wanting to please everyone and neglecting my desires. I’m the only my person who’ll face that. It will be a time when nothing else matters because I will be just a few minutes from death.

Thank you so much for reading. I love you guys always ❤❤

And remember, you could die today.